Size 14 to Size 4

Impossible!?? POSSIBLE!!! i was reading an article in Harper's Bazaar Singapore Mag July 2010. sure she just gave birth and i tink she breastfed her baby.. so that made losing weight easier. den i read on and realized it wasnt easy for her as i tot it was. she has gone thru many clinical treatment and her hormones and body systems much have gotten whack from all of that. furthermore she has so many things to juggle in her life.. but she managed...

so that hit me.. and sorta hit me hard.. i mean i read tis article awhile ago and was very on with my exercise regime but recently i got lazy, extremely lazy. TODAY... im gonna start all that obsession to loose weight all over again.. but tis time im gonna take it slow... small baby steps but an ongoing process.. if dat lady can fit in a workout somewhere in her busy day.. i cud.. so frm today on.. tis place will be updated with my current obsession and my goal..

im gonna start with taking the stairs again, not only to my house but also at work but ill skip at work if its after 7pm.. hahah.. so if im too bz or tired to do any vigorous exercise, at least i not being lazy..

So mission size 14 to size 8 starts today!!! lets go...

Irritation!

cant stand wat she always post on her fb. like get a life. boasting about her life, pretending and such. she got kicked out of SQ but she says she dat it was not her cup of tea and dat she preferred nursing.. IS SHE CRAZY OR RETARDED!!! for real?? u wud walk out of a job dat pays u a min of 5K to do dirty work like nursing and get paid peanuts?? IRRITATION RETARD!!!

RAT!!

i SAW A BIG RAT otw to work yesterday.. like seriusly big la!!!
i have also not be updating tis place. haha.. live is good.. had a good raya, work is ok ok.. shop like mad- still.. on night shift.. so tired... cant wait for fri.. get to sleep. sat, hang out wit peppermint.. yeay.. sun sleep more.. oh wait.. i forgot.. i might wanna go to my fren's engagement.. wow!! i have not seen her for the longest tym.. but still im excited to go..
i have another hobby on my list.. apart frm shopping.. I LOVE TO KARAOke.. ahah.. normally i wud shy away frm dat but now.. i cant stop.. hahah.. wanna drag yati and yani on fri.. ryfa.. hmm.. working.. well we'll see..

wat a day..

i was cleaning my ancient computer table and my drawers tdy.. when i stumble across old diary and photos of mine.. i was reading the diary and half wondered "when in hell did dat happen??!!" and "hahahah.. oh i remembered this happening!!". it was so funny reading dat old diary.. makes me ponder, WHAT WAS I THINKING!! esp the part where i had crushes on the guys.. and half of the guys or most of the guys i had a crush on are the guys dat i will nvr make them my love..hahah.. 

then the old photos.. i remember them  being taken but they were in my unconscious mind.. and MY GOODNESS!! i was slim and beautiful then.. i saw my prom outfit and i stil have them but its impossible to fit in them now.. how did i grow so big!! den som of the fotos dat i took with frens.. it looks soo good we look like models eventho its neoprints.. now im more determine to loose weight and hopefull be like dat.. i jus wish peppermint wont insult me and keep saying i cant make it.. it makes me sad and wanna cry everytym he says dat i wont be able to loose weight.. and dat ill stay tis ugly forever.. i noe i should say tis to him but i don tink he'll every listen.. i noe its a joke i treat it dat way most of e time.. but it does hurt seh..so ya...

Good note.. its officially 7 DAYS TO MY BDAY!!! yeay..