MEN!!

i had a great day yesterday.. went to town wit Boyfren.. to get rings.. hahah.. i din noe there's so many to choose frem in dat Metallurgy store..so i told Boyfren to head to cityhall instead..hahaha..so we got our rings at my fav. place.. Perlini's Silver..hahah.. nice and simple i must say.. well Boyfren wanted to spent $200 on it.. like WAT!! its not even near an engagement ring!!!ish.. so ya.. so we were hungry tot of heading to Hougang straight to have our dinner at e mall..it was a nice begining until we reached Dhoby Ghaut interchange.. e NEL.. there was tis guy hitting his wife.. i tell u.. HEY LOSER UVE GOT NO BALLS!!! HITTING UR WIFE LIKE DAT!!!URE WORST DEN AN ANIMAL..for like public entertainment lagi.. i was seriusly traumatised by dat..like hey im like frighten enuff to get married lah u dont need to traumatise me u noe..so Boyfren was a little disturbed by my sudden muteness..but i felt better after try to forget and enjoy my evening wit boyfren..we went to eat KFC den headed to e library.. I LOVE E LIBRARY!! they have lots of Zits and Baby Blues collection..den we headed to e FuN FAir..
it was nice..(CANDID)..sadly tho'i din put on my heels..hahahaha..
we took e EURO WHEEL.. but it wasnt much of a height.. cant wait 4 e real one...it was like e best way to celebrate our 6th months.. well 6 months is a big deal for us.. frens wud noe y..hahaha.. i love it!! i love it!! i love it!! I love him!! i love Him!! i love him!! ghahahahahahah.....

after 2 wks..

last entries were drastic...but tis few days its sooo much better.. we went to e movies on sunday and monday.. sunday was jus e 2 of us.. watched epic movie..darn crappy.. sit by long stretch of marina promenade...talked talked and talked.. heard a loud BANG at bout 9 p.m.. i tot somone got shot but e skies were bright.. i was fireworks...it was our 1st fireworks together.. touching kan.. forgot to take a picture.. we jus hugged and enjoy e fireworks.. it was sooo pretty.. monday was wit his frens and gfs.. my 1st outing wit them every since we got together..hahah... tis week was full of firsts.. watched ghost rider.. another crappy movie but at least better.. e better movie of all crappy movies..hahah... i had fun tis two days.. i get to spent it wit Boyfren...after 2 weeks.. love it... OMG!! i forgot.. on sunday there were tis 2 kids argueing den as we were walking past e guy kid said to e girl..""HEY.. FAT ASS!!"" seriusly i tell u.. Boyfren laugh and imitated e kid.. he's so mean.. and e kid.. seriusly..WAT LANGUAGE...but we had fun it was like e joke of e day.. well den it lasted 4 3 days now..***sheesh**

communication break down

i find dat communication is e key ingredient to building a healthy relationship.. well actually ive known dat a long tym ago but it jus seem like it doesnt happen to every1.. i realise dat not talking to him for jus a day can actually spike up an arguement.. i noe im e one dat did wrong but e least u cud do is to answer my calls.. i tot dat he was involve in a n accident.. i mean doesnt it happen to every1.. like u jus talked to some1 den a few mins later he din reply.. and it lasts 4 many2 hours.. well dat happen to me.. he din even like tell me he was gg off.,. he only msged me wen he reached there.. i also jus realise how important i am to him.. dat would mean e very least.. it hurts so bad.. i mean there has to be arguements in every relationships but den again it like nvr happen tis way.. he cud have jus told me dat he wanted some space.. well he told me he wanted to be alone jus now.. so we had a proper conversation 4 e 1st tym in 2 days.. so wat.. im used to not talking to him already.. and dat breaks my heart...im all confused now.. y cant he like tell me he needed space or dat he's dat angry.. i wont be so angry and paranoid...ive nvr noe dat he cud get so angry at me.. its like our 1st tym...i miss him so much.. but i don tink im looking forward for our meeting.. coz everytym i put my hopes up high, it nvr happens and i get realy upset.. so i jus wud like o wait and see... hmm..

bad day..

i cant believe wat a week it has been.. im jus glad it over.. try resuscitating a dead person.. it gets u.. i din receive 1 but twice in e same freaking day.. it only gets worse i had to lose my ez link card.. darn it.. i jus top e VULGARITIES card.. GOD!! i feel like using vulgarities but den again it not my nature... hahahah.. so ya.. its jus a lesson i learnt day in and day out.. jus cant wait for tmr... might be meeting Boyfren .. and lovely frens... shud i hang out wit his frens??? malu ah... but it'll be unfair for him eventho he shows no symptoms of it.. he's always out wit my frens.. e problem is my frens are very outspoken wherelse his frens are more quite except for the OBVIOUS but he wont really talk unless e other person talks to him...i miss my Boyfren.. well im actually talking to him.. its so sweet of him to call me..hmm...
**still deciding whether to go out wit his frens or not**