RAT!!

i SAW A BIG RAT otw to work yesterday.. like seriusly big la!!!
i have also not be updating tis place. haha.. live is good.. had a good raya, work is ok ok.. shop like mad- still.. on night shift.. so tired... cant wait for fri.. get to sleep. sat, hang out wit peppermint.. yeay.. sun sleep more.. oh wait.. i forgot.. i might wanna go to my fren's engagement.. wow!! i have not seen her for the longest tym.. but still im excited to go..
i have another hobby on my list.. apart frm shopping.. I LOVE TO KARAOke.. ahah.. normally i wud shy away frm dat but now.. i cant stop.. hahah.. wanna drag yati and yani on fri.. ryfa.. hmm.. working.. well we'll see..

wat a day..

i was cleaning my ancient computer table and my drawers tdy.. when i stumble across old diary and photos of mine.. i was reading the diary and half wondered "when in hell did dat happen??!!" and "hahahah.. oh i remembered this happening!!". it was so funny reading dat old diary.. makes me ponder, WHAT WAS I THINKING!! esp the part where i had crushes on the guys.. and half of the guys or most of the guys i had a crush on are the guys dat i will nvr make them my love..hahah.. 

then the old photos.. i remember them  being taken but they were in my unconscious mind.. and MY GOODNESS!! i was slim and beautiful then.. i saw my prom outfit and i stil have them but its impossible to fit in them now.. how did i grow so big!! den som of the fotos dat i took with frens.. it looks soo good we look like models eventho its neoprints.. now im more determine to loose weight and hopefull be like dat.. i jus wish peppermint wont insult me and keep saying i cant make it.. it makes me sad and wanna cry everytym he says dat i wont be able to loose weight.. and dat ill stay tis ugly forever.. i noe i should say tis to him but i don tink he'll every listen.. i noe its a joke i treat it dat way most of e time.. but it does hurt seh..so ya...

Good note.. its officially 7 DAYS TO MY BDAY!!! yeay..

Wasted Trip

Tu lah.. i din attend the 1st class for the new module now its a wasted trip.. THERE IS NO FREAKING CLASS TODaY!! WAT!!!! so i woke up early today excited to go to the new module den slap in the face.. no class.. haiyo... so on the way back i was sitting in the empty bus heading toward BP.. den there was tis guy who like stands in front of me.. ok fine i put my student manual on the chair but seriously dude.. TIS BUS IS FREAKING EMPTY!!! why do u wanna sit at tis seat where i place my manual man.. den he like sit really close to me.. like he covers the whole of his seat and part of my seat.. 

like i don mind enough.. he has to like keep staring at my bag, my manual, me.. wats ur problem ah.. its monday and u have to piss me..and THANKS TO U!!! i forgot to tap when i exit.. WAT WAT WAT!!!!!

Bored

i had weekday nights tis week.. tdy is my last off day.. haiz.. back to work tmr.. i slept the whole of friday.. actually after work, merayap with izzah at imm.. den went back to sleep.. yesterday, went out with kak limah.. BEST.. i went out the whole day in drag-queen/ platform heels.. its like bloody high and tiring..  step eva longoria kan.. she loves dat kind of heels..  but being ms wany.. i always brought my fav footwear along if i don on heels.. MY FLIP FLOPS!!! hahahh.. so wen to eat at secret recipe coz i feel like eating pasta and cesear salada..hahha..

 

thanks to wee wee wileen.. i bought tis really cute top online.. and i saw a few more but since tis is my first tym.. i tink ill wait till e 1st one arrive b4 i get more clothes.. 

so today, im bored.. i have nothing to do and no one ask me out.. hmm.. boyfren is still fast asleep and he haf other plan.. family outing or out with his frens.. wow i havent met him for like a week now.. probably he doesnt miss me.. well.. watever.. 

im just waiting for the sun to not shine too much.. i really wanna go to mondo.. there are having a sale on cute heels...saw it on friday.. but haiz.. its too hot to go out..hahah.. well ill try to call some frens..hahah

Sighs the begining of the day

i tried so hard to make my profile better but it just doesnt work!!! aaarrrrrrrgggghttt!!! i wanted my playlist to be red in color and autoplay.. no matter how much i change the code or use a diff gadget.. it is still BLUE!!! and u have to press the play button b4 it start.. hello autoplay??? wat the fidgeting  ####%%%$$$.... sorry im very bad at vulgarities.. so this is how i express myself..hahaha.. how how how.. and my flashbox is of no use.. its missing.. im soo angry at the new template.. it is so hard for this almost computer illiterate to work.. shish kebab.. hey.. yummy.. wonder who wud like to have Mediterranean food with me.. hello sidetrack!!! so ya.. help me with this thing.. 

booohoooohooo!!

i did the most stupid ting in my blogging life.. i went to update my template without noeing dat i cant keep the old setting.. now my blog looks soo boring and ugly.. shit la.. i have to like add in a lot of tings to make it rite.. im very close to computer illiterates.. HELP ME!! i wanna put music and cool stuff but it still appears plan white and ugly.. WTH!!.. i cant stand it.. any ideas what i can do.. for those ppl who is like stuck to their lappy 24-7 can u like tell me wat to do.. haizzz

few weeks

i tink im a good fren its jus dat i don have many good ones...hahahahah.. i remember most bdays and i try to get gifts for them but i don really get wishes on my bday.. not being a sourpuss. i noe giving is better den receiving but I WANT PRESENTS and wishes..hahahah.. btw i got a fren a really nice gift, a pendant and a chain shared by rabz and zura.. den i realised that kak limah is having one but a gold one. i bought the white gold one..see im nice.. so my weeks have been great.. last week a caucasian guy asked for directions.. KACAK sekali.. and my colleagues and i had a picnic..so nice.. last monday was my last class of module 2.. im gonna miss nadia and kak shidah.. planning to continue studies with nadia.. as much as her primary course have much more interesting modules.. hope she'll cont with me.. den i have a fren..hahah.. im so broke btw.. complete my payment for this course.. so ill be finding my daddy and mommy soon...hahah.. pls don let my future children be as materialistic as me..hahah.. well i don tink i am.. yes i want everyting but i use my freaking money.. unlike some ppl.. eh.. oklah.. gossip session ended.. next tym...

pain is whole diff level

tis is the 1st and last tym im gonna do it!!! sheesh.. this bring my pain tolerance to  a whole diff level.. well i went to get a foot reflexo.. and MY WORD!!! i was so much in pain and giggles.. it painful and ticklish.. the few ppl with me were so relax.. i keep pull my leg away and he pull it towards him to continue with dat painful massage. i shud have gotten the shoulder and neck massage.. y in the hole did i get a foottie..well theres always a first tym.. THANK EH FAD!!! and den we went to get a hair cut eh... hahaha.. but my haircut was abit too short to me.. but i had no choice coz most of it were dried spoilt hair.. jus have to wait for it to grow.. haiz.. i don tink peppermint will like it either..heheheh.. but i will not go to a foot reflex ever again.. eventho it feels good afterwards..hahah

LOVES...

I HAVE A NEW LOVE!!! phew... now ive said it...
River ISland shop and heels have become my new love... hahahah... well sorry to disapoint some of u.. Peppermint is still my love, a diff kinda love.. ure still my suga'.. i saw tis really nice pair.. well actually alot of nice pair of jeans that im still contemplating to get.. see frens im contemplating.. no longer grab and go.. hahahah.. a small little change dat im adapting.. good huh!!! i like went online coz thanks to wileen im now an online shopper.. well not really but trying to become one.. i saw nice nice nice heels.. Dear frens, girlfrens... if we're g oing out can we start wearing heels?? i don wanna be e only one wearing them.. its criminal!! well obviously there will be a pair of flip flops in my bag.. u noe i always cheat..hahahahah.. but i really wanna start wearing them.. ok.. lets do it..hahahahah

BuSY BUsY BUSY!!

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!! so busy... im finally, well almost finish with my essays.. even tho im actually stuck on the 2nd one, ethical issues.. watever lah.. so excited to start on this one and now got stuck..i can nvr do counselling on a piece of paper.. who ever gonna employ me, don ever expect me to write any report with more then 2oo words.. so angry lah... i wrote soooo much and gez wat.. its only 700+ words.. so sick.. im so sick of essays.. so tired to type.. (tinking of neyo-so sick) hahahah.. this entry will be the most words ill ever write in my reports in the future.. yahhahahayahah...

Days of daddy bloopers

day out with family... took a bus to town.. on boarding the bus there were e four seats right in front.. so i told them to seat there as there were four of us.. perfect seats.. den...

Dad: hmm.. jus nice..

Me: yea

Dad: there's no priority shit rite??

Me & Bro: SHIT!!???? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... (the whole bendy bus can hear us)

dat coming out from my dad..nice one.. with perfect annunciation of the word..hahahah..

so den we went to eat at Desa kartika.. its a okok food.. somting u'll eat at home.. so after eating, Dad was finishing his Chendol.. suddenly, he offered my mom..

Dad: Want some??

Mom: No  (looks at the bowl)

Mom: There nothing left in there except the syrup..

Me & Bro: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH (the whole restaurant hears us)

second joke of the day from my dad..Lastly it tym to pay.. since i paid for mom bday celebration and Mom paid for bro's bday celebration.. its time for Dad to pay.. initial dad was suppose to pay for mom's bday celebration but the restaurant had a prob with their nets machine so i paid.

so we told dad to change his card as his nets card was the silver one.. very old!!! so tis time he wanted to pay but tis restaurant had no nets at all.. so Mom paid with cash.. its like sooo unfair dat Dad din pay for any and he gets to escape.. hahahahah..

Dad: its not my fault.. everytieme i wan to pay they either had faulty machine or they don haf at all.. so next tym maybe..

Bro: HAHAHAHA..

Me & Mom: ya and u shud change ur card b4 next tym..

it was somwat fun.. its a day of Daddy bloopers.. normally wen its a family day out.. i was the joke.. i will suddenly fall at every outing.. now im more cautious.. Wat a day...

helluva drink!!

HELLUVA drink... dats wat i had..it was the most fowl drink i ever had.. well it my aunt's good intention.. to bring me to the pink of health..hahahahha... but the ting is , she shud jus get me supplements instead of jamu.. it taste like ive swallow a cup of sea water wit sand in them...im serious and i wont even dare joke about it.. grandmama told me dat mom nvr complaint drinking them.. well it did gave mom a nice complexion or maybe dats not the works of the jamu.. its jus dat mom nvr wears any make up apart from her daily lipstick and /or on her wedding.. lets see.. maybe i shud jus give dat drink a little more tym.. it did move my bowel tho.. hahaha..

I MISS MY PEPPERMINT!!

it came true..

i mentioned dat im gonna have fun and feel happier after my class on wednesday.. amzing ting is I DID!! hahhah.. for a fact dat there's Melayu in my class.. 2 malay ladies.. nice and 1 of them is my age..yeay me... its a new module so its a little bit different.. dat was their first class ever.. i shud have join in ard tis time.. at least i wont be lonely for e last 6 weeks..hahaha... weel wats done cant be undone right.. at least now or never.. but im still having problems with my essays.. it sooo weird.. i mean.. counseling is about talking to e person in view.. how can u do counselling by typing it down or writting it down.. i tried but it feels so funny to be typing in e sentences and wat goes first and so on..

who's willing to write my essay for me..?? hahaha.. well.. i hate essays... it gives me headaches... hope i can continue it soon.. probably mon.. coz im doing night shifts and by e time i get home i normally sleep..wish me luck..

Case study

I need major help.. i cant seem to start on my essay.. its soo hard.. im never good at essays since poly... Now i have to do it again.. squeezing my brain juices out.. but unfortunately im too sleepy and dat no juices came out.. but im tinking hard about the ipod nano chromatic dat im planning to get tis week maybe.. hehehehe.. i always have tym to tink of shopping.. anyone has a canon powershot?? ill like to have one and i need recommendations.. oh man.. im only left with a month to complete my 2 essays and im no where near done.. who the hell invented essays.. wat are u trying to prove!!!! can i jus have a practical test instead.. hmph.. im not gonna win tis debate am i... better head to the sacks and ill tink about it tomorrow after class. i always feels better after class.. Better days tom. tis color is closest to the ipod color i wanna get..hahaha.. yeay me...

Yesterday!!

I had one of the best days yesterday.. Thanks Peppermint for being there!!! i went to escape theme park.. yeay finally.. i noe its crazy but i have never been there. 4 of the rides were down so we got complementary tix..  stil love e daytona go kart.. Peppermint calls me a mad driver..hahhah.. i had so much fun despite e scorching heat dat was giving me a headache.. we den got ready to go Rosnah's place to celebrate her Bday.. i made Tiraimisu cake, but wen i reached most of them we leaving as some were on night shift.. everytime we go to her house we're like e last to arrive..  i really had fun yesterday.. a little bit rushy but nice..  Cant wait till the next tym...

on and off again

i cant simply keep blogging. i dont really have e discipline like any other bloggers..hahah.. so my days for the past 2 months were great. i tink i went to the zoo sometime in febuary...LOOOtsa fun.. went wit my colleagues, Rosnah, wileen and zhou juan... mad day den i tink i got a little dehydrated as i felt dat my head was about to burst under dat VERY hot sun.. not even ice cream cured it.. afterwards we went to kenko for fish spa.. was tickly at first but we got use to it..

im also halfway in my new course.. starting on practical now... cant wait!!! all i wanna do is counsel,counsel,counsel..hahahah.. afraid to ask my high skol teacher for advice tho.. i mean i shud but havent like spoke to her for the longest tym, now tis ungrateful student appears again jus coz of her selfishness to excel..hahah well hopefull ill pluck up some courage to msg her at least..

wat else did i do... OH wait.. i have to note tis down.. I GOT PUNKED!! thanks eh Boy.. yea wen u finally getting married ill never believe u or Rabz.. hahha.. they tricked me in believing dat they got married and had a daughter and tis all happen within 5 months.. they even name drop. zura and apai.. i tink zura got a shocked of her life coz she cant stop calling me afterwards wen i msg her. and sorry i was fast asleep..haha.. lucky i din msg apai.. all i did was msg 1 person and an area will now e news.. it crazy how people are connected to people to people.. But thanks it really made my day.. i tink ive never been soo naive in my whole life..

i met the ppl dat are important to me.. Zura, raimi and Rabz... last week.. had a good time but we din have a structured plan.. well i don make them.. so we jus had dinner and hanged out.. well the cobb salad dressing at spinelli tastes funny.. hahha.. smells like fart..hahahah..will never do dat again.. days of my life..

PH pay back

4 days off..and i want MORE!!!  went to register for my course yesterday..YEAy!!!! im so nervous and excited and everyting.. but i feel like doing forensics too or instead.. so Boyfren calls me GATAL.. coz i waited 6 yers to do counseling psy den now i wanna do forensics jus coz ive been watching NCIS and the character ABBY was like so cool..she had jet black hair, hot red lipstick and tattoos all over..i mean.. how wicked is dat..hahahah... i remember i haf tis jitters wen i first started college and i noe no one..hahahah...its funny...  i cant believe im doing tis..FINALLY...

yeay mE .. 

AT WORK..

Happy NIU year everyone..hahha..its not like anybody reads tis except me.. hheheheh..
i had like to go to work today!! im sooo mad..i jus finish my night shift and all i get is sleeping day which i spent on meeting boyfriend..haiz..well he got into a minor motorbike accident. Alhumdullilah dats its a minor one.. So he like got a few SCRATCHES... But he went so melo DRAMATIC with me.. like its such a big wound..hahahah..sorry babes..he makes me laugh..so everytime i hit him, he'll like touch his leg and look like he's in soooooo much pain..hish...i din even hit anywhere near his leg.. it was like at his shoulder or arm..SO DRAMA ONE!!! i love u suga'.. so den at work i had to take care of 3 patients..wow..alot!! hahha.. but i had fun talking to them..well i had a patient wit a radio wit new year song on..so i sang to him..hahahah..tmr i gg to mummy Qiuping's house..cant wait..i wanna eat dumplings...yeay..vegetable dumplings..not that im vegetarian or anyting but last year she made it and it tastes soooo good and crunchy..she said she's making chicken ones but i tink im gonna prefer e veggy..and i get to see her tummy..so big already..hhahaha.. with LOVE

im gonna miss u my fren :'-(

i had the longest day yesterday morning. i work nite shift and my colleague din turn up in the morning. called her soooo many times.everyone tried. den wen i reached work i heard a sad news. she left us to go back to her country without notice. big mistake i noe. but she must be missing her kids tooo much too care.. she was a fun person.one of the ppl dat makes me stay. none of the others noe dat she's leaving.how is it possible dat u keep it a secret all tis while... no one realised dat her locker key was stuck at the keyhole all along..hope she replys all my emails... im gonna miss u M. all of us is gonna miss u..u take care.

wow

i have not wrote in for e longest tym.i noe i promise to write in but well..bz bz bz... hate my job..well except for a fact dat i pretend to like it.hahaha.. had a lovely camp out wit BF the other weekend.i met Hirah and her baby,arissa.. grumpy baby!! but oh so cute.. ive been feeling fluish for the longest tym.. i noe i shud see a doctor but the fact dat i see them everyday makes it worst..hahah.. im starting school soon..so excited..finally after 6 long years..im studying wat ive always wanted.. but i might haf a problem tho.im like e laziest person alive.. so i fine it hard to juggle work, study and play all at the same tym... haiz..i gez ive got to start learning.. oh wait.. my bonus tis tym was not as interesting as the months back but i got mysef a lovely RAYBAN avaitor..yeay me!!!!