wat a day..

i was cleaning my ancient computer table and my drawers tdy.. when i stumble across old diary and photos of mine.. i was reading the diary and half wondered "when in hell did dat happen??!!" and "hahahah.. oh i remembered this happening!!". it was so funny reading dat old diary.. makes me ponder, WHAT WAS I THINKING!! esp the part where i had crushes on the guys.. and half of the guys or most of the guys i had a crush on are the guys dat i will nvr make them my love..hahah.. 

then the old photos.. i remember them  being taken but they were in my unconscious mind.. and MY GOODNESS!! i was slim and beautiful then.. i saw my prom outfit and i stil have them but its impossible to fit in them now.. how did i grow so big!! den som of the fotos dat i took with frens.. it looks soo good we look like models eventho its neoprints.. now im more determine to loose weight and hopefull be like dat.. i jus wish peppermint wont insult me and keep saying i cant make it.. it makes me sad and wanna cry everytym he says dat i wont be able to loose weight.. and dat ill stay tis ugly forever.. i noe i should say tis to him but i don tink he'll every listen.. i noe its a joke i treat it dat way most of e time.. but it does hurt seh..so ya...

Good note.. its officially 7 DAYS TO MY BDAY!!! yeay..

Wasted Trip

Tu lah.. i din attend the 1st class for the new module now its a wasted trip.. THERE IS NO FREAKING CLASS TODaY!! WAT!!!! so i woke up early today excited to go to the new module den slap in the face.. no class.. haiyo... so on the way back i was sitting in the empty bus heading toward BP.. den there was tis guy who like stands in front of me.. ok fine i put my student manual on the chair but seriously dude.. TIS BUS IS FREAKING EMPTY!!! why do u wanna sit at tis seat where i place my manual man.. den he like sit really close to me.. like he covers the whole of his seat and part of my seat.. 

like i don mind enough.. he has to like keep staring at my bag, my manual, me.. wats ur problem ah.. its monday and u have to piss me..and THANKS TO U!!! i forgot to tap when i exit.. WAT WAT WAT!!!!!

Bored

i had weekday nights tis week.. tdy is my last off day.. haiz.. back to work tmr.. i slept the whole of friday.. actually after work, merayap with izzah at imm.. den went back to sleep.. yesterday, went out with kak limah.. BEST.. i went out the whole day in drag-queen/ platform heels.. its like bloody high and tiring..  step eva longoria kan.. she loves dat kind of heels..  but being ms wany.. i always brought my fav footwear along if i don on heels.. MY FLIP FLOPS!!! hahahh.. so wen to eat at secret recipe coz i feel like eating pasta and cesear salada..hahha..

 

thanks to wee wee wileen.. i bought tis really cute top online.. and i saw a few more but since tis is my first tym.. i tink ill wait till e 1st one arrive b4 i get more clothes.. 

so today, im bored.. i have nothing to do and no one ask me out.. hmm.. boyfren is still fast asleep and he haf other plan.. family outing or out with his frens.. wow i havent met him for like a week now.. probably he doesnt miss me.. well.. watever.. 

im just waiting for the sun to not shine too much.. i really wanna go to mondo.. there are having a sale on cute heels...saw it on friday.. but haiz.. its too hot to go out..hahah.. well ill try to call some frens..hahah

Sighs the begining of the day

i tried so hard to make my profile better but it just doesnt work!!! aaarrrrrrrgggghttt!!! i wanted my playlist to be red in color and autoplay.. no matter how much i change the code or use a diff gadget.. it is still BLUE!!! and u have to press the play button b4 it start.. hello autoplay??? wat the fidgeting  ####%%%$$$.... sorry im very bad at vulgarities.. so this is how i express myself..hahaha.. how how how.. and my flashbox is of no use.. its missing.. im soo angry at the new template.. it is so hard for this almost computer illiterate to work.. shish kebab.. hey.. yummy.. wonder who wud like to have Mediterranean food with me.. hello sidetrack!!! so ya.. help me with this thing.. 

booohoooohooo!!

i did the most stupid ting in my blogging life.. i went to update my template without noeing dat i cant keep the old setting.. now my blog looks soo boring and ugly.. shit la.. i have to like add in a lot of tings to make it rite.. im very close to computer illiterates.. HELP ME!! i wanna put music and cool stuff but it still appears plan white and ugly.. WTH!!.. i cant stand it.. any ideas what i can do.. for those ppl who is like stuck to their lappy 24-7 can u like tell me wat to do.. haizzz

few weeks

i tink im a good fren its jus dat i don have many good ones...hahahahah.. i remember most bdays and i try to get gifts for them but i don really get wishes on my bday.. not being a sourpuss. i noe giving is better den receiving but I WANT PRESENTS and wishes..hahahah.. btw i got a fren a really nice gift, a pendant and a chain shared by rabz and zura.. den i realised that kak limah is having one but a gold one. i bought the white gold one..see im nice.. so my weeks have been great.. last week a caucasian guy asked for directions.. KACAK sekali.. and my colleagues and i had a picnic..so nice.. last monday was my last class of module 2.. im gonna miss nadia and kak shidah.. planning to continue studies with nadia.. as much as her primary course have much more interesting modules.. hope she'll cont with me.. den i have a fren..hahah.. im so broke btw.. complete my payment for this course.. so ill be finding my daddy and mommy soon...hahah.. pls don let my future children be as materialistic as me..hahah.. well i don tink i am.. yes i want everyting but i use my freaking money.. unlike some ppl.. eh.. oklah.. gossip session ended.. next tym...